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Brightmare

by Redwood Sky

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1.
Help Less 05:38
Help Less Words & Music: Derek R Rodriguez I never meant To take your place but You took mine So I'll fill this space and You're lying there So weak and small and I close my eyes So I won't see it all Nothing to do but Stand around Could I help less? Could I help less? Nothing to do but Stare straight down Could I help less? Could I help less? Right now Father beside me his posture the same Sitting stoic In his silent shame Nothing in this moment that I can change but I need to tell him He's got none of the blame Nothing to do but Stand around Could I help less? Could I help less? Nothing to do but Stare straight down Could I help less? Could I help less? Want to take you From all this harm But I don't have the strength In my frail arms so Nothing to do but Ignore the sounds Could I help less? Could I help less? Could I help less? Right now I hear your words Tho they're hard to say That you don't want to scare me Or see me afraid How in this moment Can you think of me? I guess your love's just Greater than your need Nothing to do but Stand around Could I help less? Could I help less? Nothing to do but Stare straight down Could I help less? Could I help less? Want to take you From all this harm But I don't have the strength In my frail arms so Nothing to do but Ignore the sounds Could I help less? Could I help less? Could I help less? Could I help less? Could I help less? Right now Right now Mother can you hear me? Mother can you see me? Mother can you feel it When I touch your hand? and Mother can you hear me? Mother can you see me? Mother can you feel it When I touch your face? and Mother can you? Mother can you? Mother can you? Mother can you? Mother can you? Mother can you? Mother can you?
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How Many Waves? Words & Music: Derek R Rodriguez The joker's grinning madly With the cards in his hand The thief comes so slow as We sink in the sand None of this was ever expected Just for loving me That we would stand together Battling the sea How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? The first drop was dark and heavy And then came the flood We can build shelter for centuries But it's in the blood We were told it was the end when It was just the start What's the use of closing your eyes when You're in the dark? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? I tell my heart just slow down I tell my heart just slow down How many waves will come now? How many waves will fall on us? It only takes a few moment s For a life to starve Mind body stuck and stumbling and it stills our heart We're standing on the shore bravely Cos we won't escape We'll stand here together While the world all breaks How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? How many waves will come now? I tell my heart just slow down I tell my heart just slow down How many waves will come now? How many waves will fall on us? On us On us On us On us
3.
Mara 06:00
Mara Words & Music: Derek R Rodriguez You might remember When I was young and beautiful You might remember When I had love and life was full You might remember The goldness of my past You might remember When I believed it all would last And call me Mara For that's my name Some of the sweetness And all of the pain It's unfamiliar But they tell me This is my home And my arms won't reach out To hold Those who are my own And there are lost things That never may be found And I can't move on Til my feet Are on the ground And call me Mara For that's my name Some of the sweetness And all of the pain Call me Mara For all that I've lost All I remember And all I forgot I might remember Today Like it was yesterday And you might glimpse me Briefly Thru the haze But I remember That I love you More than anyone And I've never forgotten In the center is the sun Call me Mara For that's my name Some of the sweetness And all of the pain Call me Mara For all that I've lost All I remember And all I forgot All I remember And all I forgot All I remember And all I …
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You just spoke so Infrequently That I Guessed I stopped listening The shadow came so Gradually, we didn't Note the light was missing And even after all of these years I never blunted my tongue, so We just pulled on opposite strings Til the, til the knot was undone, and I don't believe That I'll ever understand you But I think I got the gist Can we sit here together? Can we remember what we missed? Bought a big house With separate spaces Where we both could unwind but Tell me love Have you ever had such Space you feel confined? After the fall In the darkness I lay in disbelief I reached for you But didn't know Was it love or just need? I don't believe That I'll ever understand you But I think I got the gist Can we sit here together? Can we remember what we missed? Can you help me Unravel my mind As difficult as it is? And can we sit here together? Can we remember what we missed? Now you're just Like my shadow Behind and beside me Both our steps Are so unsteady As I try to let you lead And, we're still on Fragile, melting ice But we're better than we've been So, maybe you could touch my shoulder And I could hold your hand Again? I don't believe That I'll ever understand you But I think I got the gist Can we sit here together? Can we remember what we missed? Can you help me Unravel my mind As difficult as it is? And can we sit here together? Can we remember what we missed?
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Brightmare 04:14
Sometimes it’s all too dark til I turn out the light I have to close my eyes to Make it all seem bright Cos in the realm of dreams Can I hold what I’ve lost But these tears of joy They come at such great cost Have you ever had a Brightmare? So beautiful it makes you scared? You wake up and it disappears Have you ever had a Brightmare? In my dreams you're so complete Your laugh, your talk, your scent It doesn't matter to me That none of it makes sense It's alright it's all an illusion I can't bear the spell to break If I only have you in my dreams I never want to wake Have you ever had a Brightmare? So beautiful it makes you scared? You wake up and it disappears Have you ever had a Brightmare? Have you ever had a Brightmare? All the joy and the despair You wake up and it disappears Have you ever had a Brightmare? All the warm smiles grow cold As the sun enters the room Hold it on the other side of the world So it doesn't come so soon Cos only in my Brightmares Are you here and not a memory So I'll happily welcome these dreams Even tho they haunt me Have you ever had a Brightmare? So beautiful it makes you scared? You wake up and it disappears Have you ever had a Brightmare? Have you ever had a Brightmare? All the joy and the despair You wake up and it disappears Have you ever had a Brightmare? Have you ever had a Have you ever had a Have you ever had a Have you ever had a
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Over & over My aching chest Over & over There's nothing left Over & over We've been here before Over & over Tears hit the floor And you almost You almost And you almost You almost Die Over & over Say I'll be okay Over & over You don't have to stay Over & over Holding hands thru gloves Over & over Broken by love And you almost You almost And you almost You almost Die And almost die You almost die And you almost die You almost die Over & over I let you go Over & over My head drops low Over & over Stroking your hair Over & over Sobbing thru prayer And you almost You almost And you almost You almost Die And almost die You almost die And you almost die You almost die But you don't go But you don't go So don't go Don't go now
7.
Signs and sounds of a struggle There's a rattle in the air No chalk outline around the victim Tho the body's lying there There's a rising wave of anger Cos it seems just like a crime But it's nothing unusual In fact it happens all the time And she said: I'll always think of you Even when my eyes aren't open And I, I said: I'll always dream of you Even if my sleep is broken It's hard not to turn away When we see the stab of pain Our exhale comes slowly When we hear the sad refrain It's all thunder and quiet Thru the shadows of the room Wishing it goes on forever But hoping it all ends soon And she said: I'll always think of you Even if my eyes aren't open And I, I said: I'll always dream of you Even if my sleep is broken And she, she said: Don't be scared Even in this moment And I, I said: I'll always dream of you Even if my sleep is broken Even when my sleep is broken The eyes are closed and still And it looks so much like sleep But it somehow seems too light Tho soon will be too deep A sad, shared resignation That her eyes will never again open How can there be peace in the room When we know sleep is broken? And she said: I'll always think of you Even if my eyes aren't open And I, I said: I'll always dream of you Even if my sleep is broken And she, she said: Don't be scared Even in this moment And I, I said: I'll always dream of you Even if my sleep is broken Even when my sleep is broken Even tho my sleep is broken Broken now
8.
Hope & Loss 04:45
Too many envelopes Addressed to my name From different senders The words are the same All writing to tell me That I'll be alright But I feel the shadow Behind the light Cos I have hope And I have loss Clinging to both Comes at a cost Take all my tears And store them away I bow my head With nothing to say Nothing to say Fingers are clutching To cling to belief Am I still a believer If I have this grief? And I know the why But who can tell me how? I see the future But live in the now Cos I have hope And I have loss Clinging to both Comes at a cost Take all my tears And store them away I bow my head With nothing to say Hope sparkles yellow Loss is just gray Both in my sky Throughout the day Don't want it to end But I wish it would stop Don't give me everything Just what I want Just what I want Hope and loss Are living in my head I hear them singing When nothing is said Two opposite things In this moment are one Like standing on the moon In the light of the sun Cos I have hope And I have loss Clinging to both Comes at a cost Take all my tears And store them away I bow my head With nothing to say Hope sparkles yellow Loss is just gray Both in my sky Throughout the day Don't want it to end But I wish it would stop Don't give me everything Just what I want Just what I want Just what I want Just what I want
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It Lasts 04:23
Now they ask me If I'd have stayed away Cos the pain's so sharp If I knew I'd be alone Let my fingers Just trace the scars And to lose her Left me slightly frayed And half broken But it was as good as anything So I celebrate with arms open Cos it lasts And it lasts And that's just how love should be That's just how love should be And I think of her When the sun is pink Air against my face Then the moment's gone Just like she is But it wasn't wasted When the day is new And the night is thru By the rising mourn I try to remember that It not only died But was also born Cos it lasts And it lasts And that's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be I remember her At unexpected times Catches me by surprise Just sneaks up on me Weighing heavy but sweetly kind Can't forget the pain But it's also there What I know and knew Heart sounds different Only echoes when the love is true Cos it lasts And it lasts And that's just how love should be That's just how love should be Cos it lasts And it lasts And that's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be That's just how love should be

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released November 19, 2021

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Redwood Sky Stockton, California

Redwood Sky is a few friends making acoustic based pop rock with hints of folk and flourishes of piano and electric guitar.

Deeply influenced by a variety of artists, bands, and the beauty all around us.

The goal is to bring together vivid lyrics with hummable melodies.
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